My voice an angelic sound ringing thru the depths of your soul.
Whatever you want to hear I spoke before you thought to share.
I say I’m hungry when I’m not.
I say I’m awake when I’m about to fall asleep.
I say I’m content when I’m lonely.
I say I need you when I don’t. My eyes, yes my eyes tell you truth and lies. My eyes are piercing rods attacking your heart with each glance.
They tell you leave when I want you to stay.
They tell you I understand when I could care less.
They tell you I’m not who you think I am.
You can’t see past the smoke to the other side
where I hide my desires, fears, and regrets.
You can’t see past the fire I created to keep you at bay.
You think you could get through .
So, I’m here to tell you
many have tried and failed to continue on this path.
What makes you think your worthy of making this fortress
come down at your feet.
I am doubtful that any could or will succeed
in this quest of understanding and excepting my heart.
I block it in a corner and its stays there waiting for answers.
My hearts talks to me saying it wants to be seen and heard.
It wants to be rescued…. Rescued from me.
