Scars I

Every time I close my eyes that little girl inside me is telling me I’m not good enough. She told me that everyone I love is going to walk away leaving me heartbroken again. You better protect your heart don’t let anyone in again because their only going to let you down in the end, she said. My emotions are all screwed up from closing it off to the world. I try to forgive them and I’ve tried to forget. Something inside is holding on and I want to let go. I put up the image of the perfect identity for myself, so when I open up my eyes she hides and I begin to feel better, but just because I don’t she her doesn’t mean she’s not there.